What is keeping me up at night, by Sarah Humphreys
When deciding what to write for my fourth and final blog post, I thought about the hedgehog and stray kitten that hang out together by my doorstep every night, how this year has almost flown by and what a crazy year it’s been, in so many transformative ways, and other random musings on life in Beer Sheva and medical school in Israel. I feel compelled to write, however, about the thing that’s been keeping me up at night for a week. Last Tuesday, as friends and I were leaving the hospital after class, we saw an African immigrant being escorted out of the building barefoot, and shackled at his wrists and ankles. My heart sank, and I’m ashamed to admit that my immediate impulse was to avoid looking up at his face because I was afraid of what I would feel, and what I would be forced to confront. I did look at him, however, and I have no way of describing what I found, except to say that the man seemed dead inside—completely void of emotion and life, gaunt, like a ghost crossing the riv...