"For us, there is only the trying" by Esther Lee
So here I am, in the middle way, having had twenty years— Twenty years largely wasted, the years of l'entre deux guerres Trying to learn to use words, and every attempt Is a wholly new start, and a different kind of failure One of my favorite collections is “Four Quartets”, by T. S. Eliot. It’s a set of four poems, titled after rock formation a manor house (“Burnt Norton”), a place of his ancestors (“East Coker”), rock formations (“The Dry Salvages”), and an anglican community (“Little Gidding”). There is something powerful about titles that speak about places, geographical or of the social construct. Titles like that are an invitation to readers to go see those places for themselves. They do not explain, as much as they present. Like Eliot wrote in “East Coker”, I’m still trying to learn to use words. It’s been over twenty years, and I’m still trying. Some attempts have hurt others; some of smoothed over old scars; some have...