"Down Shifting" by MSIH first year blogger Ayal Levi
Exams have come to an end. After what seems like an eternal hamster-wheel of screen/books/coffee/notes, it is time to get off the treadmill. Stretch our legs, work the kinks out of our backs, and adjust our eyes to the sunshine awaiting us outside. It was a little weird explaining to a friend back home over Skype why I still have my distinctly Middle Canada skin tone while living in the desert. After ranting about actinic keratosis and potential skin issues that arise from sun exposure, I realized he had a point.
It is easy to get on the gerbil-drum and start pumping our intellectual muscles as hard as we can. Days run into weeks, weeks run into months and suddenly one might find themselves outside of the university gym trying to get in, having forgotten the strange hours they keep on Sunday (Forgetting that it was actually Sunday, to be honest, for a third time). A symptom of studying enough that everyday begins to follow a similar pattern, the days becoming less and less viscous running into one another.
Everybody always says to “take time for yourself” in medical school. Mostly people who haven’t had the distinct pleasure of trying to remember if Burkitt’s Lymphoma has an 8:14 translocation, or is it a 9:22 translocation, or is that leukemia? But which leukemia? Wait, I thought this was Pathology, didn’t we already write the Genetics exam? You get my point.
But maybe, those muggles have a point. The tendency to simply push the envelope of studying is strong within all medical students. It has to be, otherwise getting through what is an Amazonian-like density of material would not be possible. Pushing off the weariness and getting into the material is part of being a medical student.
Yet, that same fatigue seeps into the thought process and plays tricks on our reasoning. Makes easy questions hard, makes small things seem big, and can make even the most astute amongst us second-guess themselves.
Of all the lessons learned over the past two exam periods, this is one of the more crucial ones. That sometimes the way to beat off the fatigue is not just another cup of coffee (or three), but to get up and do something else. Hit refresh on the browser. Unplug for a brief 30 minutes or half a day. Use a life-line and call a friend. Whatever allows for a recharge.
Focus and intellectual energy are a finite resource for most of us. We have all experienced that skittish intellectual fluttering that makes the act of focusing more like a cat chasing a laser pointer than the pointy end of a samurai sword. We all have a chance to sharpen that sword now with Passover Break. A chance to rest and reflect and hopefully even enjoy ourselves a little bit.
We will all be back in the thick of it here within less than two weeks. In the meantime, we will be out there trying to get some sun and have a little bit of fun. Maybe we can carry a bit of that into this next chapter, in between the lessons and the learning.
After all,

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